Sunday, September 24, 2006
haha ok theres one thing i must clarify. if outings that i organise are a flop. i really don't care(i rather not call them outings. very formal. why not call it going out with friends?). i'll keep having them, even if it means you all can laugh at the flop outings. but if i don't. then what happens? we'll just go our separate ways. no matter how small the group, it's always worth the time la. really want to thank those who make and effort to go, and for those who really can't make it, haha we still have time together. plus, it is not me to force people into going for such stuff. you wanna go just go. dun feel like it, i won't force you. ultimately, it's your class. i can really just let go.... no harm to me. in fact it's so much easier. i'll just go and do my own stuff... but 2 yrs in class is wasted. i dun want that to happen. at least not for me. i can pretend everything is going fine and just let the days go by. after all, it's just 5 more weeks. but i don't want to look back when i get into ns and see a class thats... to put it simply, like shit. whether the outings i try to organise fail or succeed is one thing. but spirit is another. i don't believe everyone is happy with the way things are. but we don't do enough to change it
i am not going to make a bet with you all that i will top the class for any sub. too tall an order haha. i am no crouch. neither will i offer anything for the class to "stick" together. no money, no drinks. i will not go down on my knees and beg. but i can say that i will try to make it possible, to give every opportunity possible for the class to come together. that is, if you all want to.
-ah_shui (no i am not angry, sry if i sound like i am. just that i get tired too ok)
dived at 9/24/2006 10:14:00 PM.