Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Apparently it seems that hoeseng has finally voice out his distress over certain issues about the class, the funds and the classmates here. well, i'm the one who believe in fate. i believe
fate arrange us the 23(initially) of us to take the A level course together. Ok, frankly speaking, i find that many of us here don't seems to appreciate what fate arrange for us. and it is this attitude that is causing all this problems in the class, the many misunderstandings, the class funds, the gender divide, and many more to list. Almost nobody except from wat i see, yick loong shui yong and hui min made an effort to bond this class. sad rite? ultimately this is part of our memories. JC lifes is like around 20% of our live in school, wearing the same uniform and attending the same lesson. there's nothing to be done if nobody made an effort to do watever necessary things to liven this class.
I'm ashame of myself. i'm one of the many that nv put in effort to do anything for the class or to bond the class. however, at the initial stage, i did tried to interact with all the classmate. ok. last yr, i only manage to be close to only my clique people. not really close to kenneth jun rong they all. however, wat i don like about some people(from my own perspective) is that they bo chap. well, if someone try to interact with u, trying to open up conversation to know you better, U DON ANSWER USING ONE LINE OR ONE WORD. how is the conversation going to continue if this is the case? i believe most noe who i'm refering to. whether things will change for the better for tat person, i don know. but in my own humble opinion, it's not healthy.
Anyway, i'm tired. tired of trying to feel like i'm part of this eighteen05 family. ok. i must say that spending time together will definitely bring the friendship closer, looking at how my friendship with kenneth jr ... improve this year. no point in trying to solve things that are supposed to be solve back at first. citing what yiling's father say back then during her birthday party, ' ur jc class will not get back together like this 20years later'. well, i feel that we don need 20years, i think nx year it's bye bye forever to eighteen05. but for myself, i will constantly make an effort to bond the boys tgt with sports. organising badminton or watever, just like wat i'm currently doing for my sec 4 class. the girls are welcome to come. but i doubt that u all are the least bit of interested. but still, if i ever organise such activities, you are free to come.
In conclusion, I must 'thank' the 7-x of you for giving such a 'wonderful' life in aj. frankly speaking, the class will be much better if the outcast(abit rude, but take no offence) does not belong to this class. but still i really appreciate the others (all id no start aft jy) for the time we spend together as friends. being with u all really brings me back to my cat high days, which i believe were my most memorial days. on a final note, i wish everyone(hmm those who wish to have my blessings) good luck for your a levels! (p.s. do try to stay tgt in ur own clique. i won't be surprise tat the gals clique will disintegrate after jc.)
Zhi Yan
dived at 10/10/2006 06:08:00 PM.