Friday, October 13, 2006
i'd like to have a closure to this matter already. whatever that we could do has already been done. i feel that for now, there probably isn't much more than we can do. so to hell with all the grudges that you still hold. i must say it was very very nice having a talk between every single one in class. i really appreciate everyone for going, and putting in the effort to stay on longer. sadly, this momentary period of bonding marks the end of our schooldays. it also marks the time where we all have to concentrate. and really really study. so please put everything else aside. IT'S TIME TO MUG!
i want to add that... 18/05.
i love you. it wasn't a pretty journey for me... but that made it even more precious. the class will surely be one of the most memoriable things that i have experienced in AJ. i felt the way we ended our 2 year relationship in school was apt, and i hope it paves the way for an even stronger relationship for many years to come - out of school. i will certainly miss the times we had in class... from last year's chua and chio, to this year's casey goh. mdm lee's lameness, chng's motherly-ness, mr woo's stories. heck. i'll just miss being in class listening to teachers fire away, while we stare at the clock waiting for class to end. i'll miss the bridge sessions in class... being on the lookout for teachers who might be coming. the risk factor made it more fun anyway. i'll miss weekly wednesday showdowns. i'll miss eating in class, laughing at the bbq auntie and the attendent. finally, i'll miss everyone. every single soul that makes up the class(all 21 of them, but add in mel too). it really was a nice 2 years. might not be enjoyable... but. take a look at this:
Nothing can be better than baring yourself for another...
Open for scrutiny, ridicule, and indulgence
Therein lies the balls, and the mind, and the heart...
As fear is truly the Mindkiller...
When nothing is left...
Everything is gained...
You see I wish I was a poet
But I know as we go round and round
Though endings might never be happy
It's the happy moments along the way
That in the end
Make it...ok...
still wish our ending won't come yet. and may it be a happy one. theres probably too much inside of me right now. too much to put into words. i will try in a few days time.
ah_shui
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