Monday, October 09, 2006
okay. it sounded really nice. okay, firstly i wanna tel u something hoeseng, i really treated u as aa fren, though you are really outspoken and harsh most of the times. i am not saying its not good being truthful, and stuff . like what phang say you are the most truthful guy in class. i dun tink it is useful to fuck someone up and down cox you dun like him and stuff. and i wanna thank you for putting up a good act in front of me all this while, as in i really didnt know what the fuck did i do to you that you hate me so much, pangsehing u in kfc? i apologised and you said allright, so i tot you were alright. and yar, to think abt it i was really quite useless. when you smear the ting on my face, you felt so happy and i had to go clean myself for 1o minutes using toilet soap on my face. alright. after that i acted as if i was ok, and TO TELL U THE DAMN TRUTH, i forgave u and phang. if you dun blive, whatever it is, suit yourself. i was tinking why i so fucking coward. someone pranks on you like that, and you just let it go. but then i tot again, if i smear you back, will i get the same satisfaction. and i tot you smear me cox you felt it was fun, and so , alright. let you smear los. i went to tok to jiayi and ask him if i was really useless, like ppl bully me until like that. to tell more truth, actually u are really very upset with this world, upset with yourself that you onnly see negative sides of ppl, have you really really tried to look at great sides of ppl. i tink you cant cox now only hatred and displease is all you have in your heart. reallly i admit i was a flirt last time, but i have changed, can you see that? did you know keenneth even bothered explaininig to you why the girls kept your notes, when i tink he didnt even do a single wrong. you and junrong owes class fund , and ppl are angry,do u get it? well if u blame the root cause to be chenyin and that she scams our money. im speechless. u might have been hurt or whatsoever, but it doesnt justify your actions, sometimes you shall look beneath all the superficial tings lah ( valerie's whinings and sue lynn 's whatever taste she got ) , learn to see the good sides of ppl, tink for yourself. have THEY ever harmed you in one way or another, you dun like the way they are , and thats it. they are who they are, and you are who you are.in time to come, even if i flop my As and you pass yours, love others as much as you love yourself.
dived at 10/09/2006 10:03:00 PM.