Tuesday, October 10, 2006
so many things left unsaid. how come theres so much to talk about online. but when we meet in class. its all laughter? i think we have to stop pretending and for once talk about it openly. in school we pretend it's no big deal... treating it as a big joke. but is it really? money aside, i think there are a lot of other stuff going on. seriously i have half a mind to get the girls to come and look at this. the gap is too wide. i find it amazing how the guys can be going through all these and the girls are actually oblivious to it. it's bullshit. unless we can talk about it as a class... then i will safely say we have reached another level. if not 18/05 will just be a class where we are friends for half a day. friends out of necessity. sticking around not coz we want to. but its coz we got no others to stick around with. and then you see? this is a different issue from the guy girl gap altogether. the art of pretending. haha, which i think many of us are proficient in.
i think the guy girl thing is damn stupid. it's the root of all evil. the money issue started all because of this... but i wanna say... we probably know nuts about the girls in class. everything we can say about them is just a personal opinion. which amounts to nothing. so give each other more time la. it is difficult to trust someone you hardly know and understand. i just hope on friday we can talk about this and hopefully get it settled. everyone wants to be understood everyone wants to be heard and everyone wants to be loved. why expect others to show their love and concern first before you do?
and and. i must say. I CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE. haha so please understand. like. some pple dun wanna eat too ex food on friday. some pple dun wanna eat at a place too cheapskate. some people wanna have fun. some people wanna go home early. some people dun wanna go too far from home. and some pple want me to come up with a perfect spot for lunch. I AM NOT GOD. so please be more compromising. there is no single place that can fit everyone. theres no single idea that everyone will like. but i just want to have a chance to settle everything that has been hidden for God knows how long. i dun even care if its the aj square. but would you all like tt? if you all think the places i choose are not appropriate. please come up with a better one. i'll gladly take it.
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